everything's over! in just a week...
i'm feeling so empty now...
1 whole week of preparation and everything just ended like that...
missed doing preparations till late nights with the rest of society
missed doing hollow and laughing with JENNY
missed treating my mortals (NING ZHEN, SAB, MORI & MELISSA) and JOANNE gd.. and the rest other than my mortals and sweetie pie :)
missed going crazy with WANQI
missed teasing LAWSONN & RONGDE
missed sharing cabs with RONGDE, CHRISTINA, HARJEET & LAWSONN
missed eating late dinners with everyone
missed knowing the rest better, especially JENNY and JASON
missed being together with everyone
through BA-WA-ZUP, i really drew closer to those whom i'm not really close with previously... especially those who are involved in haunted house... I know it's a bit late for me to understand u guys better.. really sorry! for the year 3s, no more chances alr since u guys are graduating soon... for the year 2s, i promise to work hard to know each and everyone of u better in our last event which is BAOC!
Carnival was fun... i acted as a clown in haunted house.. managed to scare quite a lot of ppl.. and the most fun thing was scaring the group of sec sch people... they kept screaming and 1 girl kept whacking me when i scared her... lol! After everything, was debriefs... oh man! SCO debrief was once again emotional... but sad to say only brenda and i cried... I knew mori and cheryl would cry too if they were present that day... I cried coz jason and christina cried.. Through ba-wa-zup, i really connected with the both of them.. That's why when they said jason is leaving us and that was the last debrief with him, my tears really flowed without control.. really sad! He said we are all like his children... He's sorry for not teaching us well...
now i'm telling u, JASON... THANKS PAPA FOR ALL YOUR MOTIVATION & FAITH ALL THESE WHILE... WE'VE LONGED TREATED U AS A ROLE MODEL IN OUR HEARTS... U'RE NOT USELESS! IN FACT, U DID A GREAT JOB AS A HRO TELLING US YOUR STORY AND CHANGING PPL LIKE ME... WE WILL WORK HARD FOR BAOC, FOR SOCIETY, FOR YOU! WE WILL DO YOU PROUD :)
so end of BA-WA-ZUP... next up will be commitments to ambience FC... S.H.E is coming once again and i dont want to miss this chance to see them this time.. From my schedule, seems like i cant go for arrival and departure alr.. But i'll definitely go for concert and auto sessions... chasing them is going to be more tiring than preparing for BA-WA-ZUP.. but i dont want to care so much alr.. I just want to live life with no regrets now... so going to be busy again 2 weeks from now :)
Attended Cousin Kevin's 9th birthday just now... I'm so glad to see everyone again.. it's like quite a long time since i last saw them... I've got cute cousins asking and saying funny stuffs which make me laugh a lot.. haha! like cousin Sean asking his parents whether are they married a not when he saw them kissing... hahah! super adorable :) Baby JON was cute too and he can speak really well now! oh ya, and FINALLY! i spoke to COUSIN CELENE on the phone... i guess she's adapting well to Shanghai's life.. still missing her after so long! so we took pics without her today.. feeling kind of weird! but i'll adapt to it too.. will wait for her to be back in Singapore :)
its 2.54am now.. hahah! helping dear SAB with her FMGT and doing my marketing tut :) It's getting late now so everyone sleep early pls! take care and loving all of u guys out there... DAZ