Thursday, March 31, 2005
How nice to be sitting in a comfortable seat, munching skittles, fan blowing right at your face, listening to your fave songs and blogging every moment of your life right? That's exactly what i'm doing right now... Such a relaxing moment.. That's what many working adults and stressful students yearn for after a tiring day in the office or at school... I'm so fortunate to do tat everyday in my life or rather for the past few months... How nice right? Hmm.. Life still the same unless i go to school and start cramping knowledge right into that computerised machine of mine in my head... Been doing puzzles and reading comics today.. Watched tv of course... American Idol results.. Anthony still hanging on well.. That's relieved... Jamming on guitar without fail everyday... Watching some S.H.E videos... They really tickles me and makes me smile everyday... Oh ya, anyone has any great titles for me to write on? I mean song composing.. Wanna composed songs but can't think of a good title... Glad to know that my cousin going to Taiwan.. How happy i was to know abt this news.. I'll make sure she get some S.H.E products back here to me.. MuAHahHaHhA~ Yeah man... Mum's coming home on early Sat morning... But i quite like the days without mum.. Although it's quieter but at least i really get to understand dad's love during those days.. With mum, he doesn't show us much love.. So it's really great to have been thru these days.. Dad's great too.. Good to have them as my parents.. Proud of them too.. At least they know their responsibilities not like those parents who abuse their kids.. Going to dreamland soon.. huggles to peeps out there*
Song For The Day: Wang Li Hong - Forever Love
Just finished watching the amazing race... Wow.. The teams were really competitive.. Glad that Rob And Amber didn't got eliminated.. Now currently 2nd in position... But i really do idolise a team.. They are grandparents already.. And the grandmother slipped and fell when they were in a cave.. She was bleeding a lot.. But she managed to be very strong and now they were in 5th position.. well done man... Today didn't do much stuffs.. Practise guitar, went online a few times.. That's all.. and watched tv.. American Idol was cool today.. All great singers out there.. Hmm.. Singapore doesn't have much of these talents... That's quite sad to say.. If not the music industry in S'pore will be a big hit by now... Not much to blog today... So that's all i'm going to blog.. take care* oh, not to forget.. Miss You Mum!!!
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Yea yea.. Finally i've waited for this day.. Today is Hebe's birthday.. Wait first.. Let me sing her a birthday song... AHem*
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To Hebe
Happy Birthday To You
YES!! She must be happy for sure.. Who doesn't like their birthdays? But doubt she can't celebrate with her family ba.. So should be celebrating with HIM crew as well as pretty Selina and darling Ella... Haha~ okok.. I know my FC friends are vomitting le.. Hmm... So what!? I like to call Ella my darling.. Any probs with any one of you?? Haha... Better stop it before i got whack by my friends... Hope Hebe will have a real fun day on her birthday... Play ya hearts out ok? Wish that Hebe will forever be so mesmerizing and not to forget.. Must wish her stay funky always with her rockingz attitude ya.. Wish S.H.E forever No.1... At least they are No.1 in my heart forever... Wish S.H.E have good health and enough rest this year.. And last but not least..
S.H.E, YES I LOVE YOU!!!
Miss ya lots..
With Love, Hugz and kisses - Your GREAT BIG FAN - DAZ
Monday, March 28, 2005
Just composed a song for my grandma... But too bad can't post here.. cause it's in chinese words... If anyone know how to post chinese characters, pls teach me.. Thanks a lot... If not, i'll just translate it into english version...
Sobz* Just finish watching the korean movie - The Way Home.. I cried.. Sobz sobz*..Cause that show make me miss my grandma a lot... Where's she? Is she living good in the other world? I really missed her a lot a lot... Sobz* Grandma, hope you can appear in my dreams tonight.. I really miss you...
Grandma, I Miss You~!!!
Sunday, March 27, 2005
These few days suddenly very troubled.. so troubled over family matters, religion, etc.. Why life has to be so troubling? I really need to thank something to let me overcome everything i've gone through these few days.. And that's none other than music.. Whenever i strum my guitar, jammed my keyboard or composed my very own music, i'll forget everything.. Everything in fact.. Just me and music... Hmm.. wonder is there a place only music exists? No sufferings... No troubles.. I'll really wish to go there.. Music my life!! Suddenly missed S.H.E a lot when i'm typing till here.. Don't know why.. Probably is them who let me understand what is music and the happiness that music can bring when i'm sad... I'll update till here tonight.. No idea what to update anymore or rather don't really have the mood to blog..
Song Of The Day: A Sang - Ting Ji Mo Zai Chang Ge
Saturday, March 26, 2005
Hmm... Should not have blogged abt the conversation with sq.. Kind of in an awkward situation.. Okok.. let me say.. Thanks for all your intention of wanting to tell me more abt the issues i've asked sq.. Really thanks.. But don't really want to focus on that issue anymore.. probably i'm avoiding it.. But anyway, that's abt it... I will know more when i grows up.. Just a good night to everyone.. Have a good rest... Nitez everyone
Ok.. So here it goes.. Cause ever since my last post, many came to ask me what am i fearing of.. So, going to write here.. I'm really afraid to accept christ.. Why? Simply becoz my parents or rather the whole of my relatives are not christains... And, they have a strong sense of religious thinkings.. Of coz all about buddhist thinkings and what so ever.. And they don't support christainity too... So i don't really want to go opposite of them.. What's more, don't even want to start conflicts with them over these stuffs... Hmm.. Now i guessed i should not regret what i did.. Ok, i know most of my christain friends are going to scold me coward.. Okok.. just go ahead.. Cause they always tell me god is more impt than my parents but to me, i don't think this way.. Ok la.. I know what.. i give you some parts of the conversation with me and sq the other day then you all will know it...
Me: Why should we believe Jesus and not other gods?
Sq: Cause He's the perfect one... And other gods were actually human beings.. They are created by Saturn to confuse us... So if they are human beings, they have already sinned.. What for you believe in sinners?
Me: Huh? really ar? why u said that?
Sq: Cause all those monkey god, hai luo wang. blah blah.. if god is real, they are suppose to control everything and not diff gods control diff things..
Me: Oh i see... Then why we sinned leh?
Sq: Cause Adam and eve go eden garden... then saturn came and call them eat the fruit of blah blah.. Then they eat and tot they will be as powerful as god.. That's why we sinned..
Me: Wa.. So damn unfair man.. They sinned also not me.. I don't have a choice...
Sq: haha.. quite true la...
Me: Then all christains go heaven ar? what abt non-christains?
sq: Ya.. If you believe in jesus at the end of your life, you will go heaven.. Hmm.. Probably not.. Non-christains will be banish to hell..
Me: WHAT!? That means i'll go hell in the end.. How can? I'm such a good citizen...
Sq: haha.. Then u believe in christ lor... coz purpose in life is to worship and give thanks to Him what...
Me: But if one person kill another person, then still believe in christ leh.. where he go?
sq: Heaven.. Cause you still believe him in the end.. but probably he will not kill after he pray to god coz god will give him strength not to do it... And sinned right, there are no big or small sins.. So no matter u tell a small lie or kill someone u already sinned le...
Me: then why saturn want come to confuse us with other gods?
Sq: Coz he oppose god ma.. he wants to be as powerful as him.. but anyway, before he create other gods he must seek approval from god first..
Me: Then why god approve since he know we may trust other gods instead of Him?
Sq: Probably to see whether we will stick by him a not... Probably a test to us..
Me: haha.. why he want to do that? if he don't approve, we will just believe in him and everything will be ok le what.. Hai.. Sadz man, really going to hell soon after i die..
Sq: Haha.. don't know.. u go ask God lo.. haha... want become christain?
Me: har? don't want la.. unless u persuade my dad to become one.. Haha..
sq: come on la.. you don't have to follow anyone...
Me: but i really scared my relaatives all scold me..coz i oppose their religion
sq: God will help u one.. don't worry
Me: but i still scared.. nvm la.. just call me a coward.. haiz.. hope i can see all my ancestors in hell.. cause they are not christains either.. At least i suffer with all my ancestors...
Ok.. getting long already.. tat's abt it.. We chatted for almost 2 hours... Haiz.. so sad good ppl go to hell.. And life's really unfair.. right from the beginning cause i really didn't choose to sin.. Ok.. got to stop my craps.. heard lots of snorring around.. cheerios* I miss you grandma...
Went to Suntec with dad and sis.. long time didn't have such an outing like that... So kind of treasured it today.. Took an mrt to city hall then began our shopping spree... Oh ya, if any of you remembered in my previous post, did mentioned hope that the outing will be fun right? Yea.. It did not turned out that well.. Cause my dad suffered from a fall due to a puddle of vomit on that floor.. plus his 4 years old worn out sandles that contributed to that fall as well.. sadded... Singaporeans are really inconsiderate.. Firstly, the kid vomitted... The mum should at least put something there.. A tissue or whatever to tell ppl that it's dirty at that spot.. PLS AVOID!! So damn argh*.. Haiz.. Cares so much abt the kid but forgot all abt being considerate... Read a newspaper article on typical singaporeans today.. It was written by my ex schoolmate - Jeremy from Pei Chun Public School.. He was right.. Singaporeans care too much abt themselves and forgot all abt manners and the good values that we used to learn in moral education.. We don't clear our own tables after finishing our meals at Macdonalds.. We don't give up seats to those who need it more than us... FREE stuffs - we don't queue to get it.. so what's the prob with some singaporeans? Don't they have any hearts or don't they have any brains to understand manners and good values? Quite sad to know that my fellow people are like that.. I mean aren't the good mannered ppl be embarassed as well? They totally tarnish the image of singaporeans and wreck our country... Hope these people will realise their mistakes soon.. Ok... Back to Suntec trip.. Went to carrefour after that.. But i was pissed off with the crowd.. So went to get some oranges and vitagens and off we go.. Went home around 3 plus.. Reached home abt 4 plus... Was hungry so called dad to cook early.. Today was TV day.. Haha.. Ate dinner at 5 plus.. Then watched the sound of music from 7 all the way to 9.30pm.. Took my bath.. Continued watching tv from 10pm (results show of American Idol) till 10.30 and extended it till 11.30pm due to Survivor Palau.. Talking abt that, pretty happy Ulong tribe won reward.. At least they get to eat the pringles and boosts their morals after countless defeats.. But still lost in immunity.. Sadded* So Ulong tribe left with 3 members... really hope Step will be the sole survivor.. Love her lots ya... She's so strong.. A female yet stronger than a male.. Loves her attitude and motivation to win.. so after the show, online for a while and here i am blogging to you... Still quite frustrated with that typical singaporeans topic.. Guessed we have sinned too much... For me, those 3 examples i've shown.. Pretty confident to say that i've accomplished for what i can to be a good natured singaporean... No matter the countless good deeds i've done, still sad to know that i'll go to hell if i'm not a christain.. Hahaz... I'm actually serious man.. No joke* But i'll still continue my life to be a considerate citizen.. I'll just play my part.. I'll just do whatever i can before God ends my life.. *Smilez*
To sq: Sorry for not going to your church today.. Yea.. I'm really a total failure when comes to contact with God.. I fear, that's why i didn't went.. Sorry father god...
- Climb Every Mountains - Cross Every Streams - Follow Every Rainbows - Till You Found Your Dreams -
Song Of The Day: Black Eyed Peas: Where Is The Love?
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Today went down to Toa Payoh Central with my sis.. Cause she said she was fed up over her FMGT paper.. So brought her to the arcade to play Bishi Bashi... Let her fa xie.. My hands were bruised again.. But me and her managed to finish all the rounds.. Cool ya~ Then went to mac for a while to get a drink and ice cream.. And off we go to 7-11 to get my favourite skittles sweets.. haha~ a pack a day keeps me smiling away... So nice man.. My fave sweets now.. Haha~ addicted liao.. Anyway, been coping myself at home and chat with some pals.. mostly jared.. Cause he's free too... So almost everyday we chat ba.. Haha~ Thanks dude for keeping me company.. Music rox right? Been practising guitar and learning how to play long juan feng and hui dao guo qu.. Jay's songs.. Quite hard though for the hui dao guo qu... Finally got my S.H.E singles.. So damn nice.. How cool to have S.H.E rare stuffs?? Haha.. I'm gonna collect every single one of them... Hope one day S.H.E can sutograph them for me.. really hope this day comes.. Ok.. that's all.. Tomorrow family outing with my sis and my dad.. Hope it'll be fun.. Anyway, feel there is change when my mum is in india or rather not around.. My dad takes better care of us and me and my sis are more independent.. More hardworking due to the doing of housework everyday.. Good man.. We are good girls.. Haha.. Okok.. Got to go practise guitar.. miss ya guys man... Take care!
Song Of The Day: Frankie J - Obsession
Sorry for the slow update of my O Level results.. So here are they...
English B3
Chinese B3
E. Maths A1
A.Maths A2
Combined Humanities A2
Pure Physics B3
Pure Chemistry B3
L1R4: 11
L1R5: 14
All met my targets except for that chinese sub.. sadded...
Ok.. So was posted to Ngee Ann Poly Business Studies.. That was my first choice indeed.. Have a tough time struggling with Biz Studies or Music and Audio Tech.. But decided to choose Biz Studies coz parents worry for my future.. Yupz.. And got in now.. So hope i can cope with it.. NP ROX!! I'm a BS Freshie!!
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Haha... Yeah man.. Finally a brand new blog.. Have not touch blogspot for a long time already so decided to change a new look for a new blog... So u guys like the music? Will update as often as i can now... Smilez always everyone! Peace..