Sunday, January 30, 2005
Found a new job.. Working in Predantial now.. Will start to work next Tues.. But next tues and wed go NUS 2 days to be surveyor.. Then back to do data entry... This job pay quite low.. It's actually 4 dollars per hour.. But my friend say will have pay rise if you did better.. So i'm gonna proof to the boss man.. Hahaha~ So enjoying my last few days of slacking days.. Been online almost 15 hours everyday non stop... Haha.. Oh ya, anyway, I also found a job at K box.. Suddenly a lot of jobs huh.. Actually i quite happy to work there.. But then my parents keep on objecting as i'm working the night shift.. From 7pm to 3am.. So in the end never work there le.. Of course there pay higher.. But nope.. Coz money not impt la.. So let's talk abt what i'm gonna do after getting my first pay... Give parents is a definite ba... So will give parents some money.. Of coz quickly go rush down to queensway to get my nike dunk.. Hahaha~ Have been dreaming everyday of the dunk.. Finally coming into my hands le.. Damn happy abt it.. Probably get another shades.. And a cap too.. Of course will save some into the bank... The problem of saving money into bank is that i can't take it out now... Coz dad forbids.. And tells me it's for my future.. So whenever i save money into bank, gotta consider seriously.. Haha~ Of course those money i get from scholarships and bursaries, i will save into the bank.. Coz that's different purpose to me.. Got those money from studying hard so definitely must save.. Can't anyhow spend lo.. My sister bought for my an ella's hp chain.. So sweet of her.. Thanks man!! Talking abt S.H.E.. They must be resting well now ba.. Their one month break has started.. Hope they can have a nice rest this time and spend more time with their loved ones ba.. Gonna miss them.. So that's abt it.. Although slacking days are boring, still thinks life is great this year.. 2005 a great year for me.. hao le, got to go do other stuffs.. Will update u guys soon and S.H.E, YES I LOVE YOU!! Ella, miss you dearly.. Muackz
Thursday, January 27, 2005
Yeah.. Went for 2nd lesson of Hip Hop.. Today kind of fun and didn't regret joining this hip hop class... Coz last week i did regret a little.. But today kicked off that idea... Simply because i dare to dance now.. I mean really dance, actions are bigger now... And i'm also feeling the hip hop feel now when i dance... Lucky didn't give up on hip hop last time.. So teacher taught more steps today.. A lot of floor movements.. Still trying to master some steps.. Cause some steps i dun really remember or didn't do it well.. So got to practise hard now.. Anyway, today not strange with the class already coz got lots of newcomers.. So we kind of not new... Teacher trying to focus more on the new students.. Yupx.. Some updates these few days... Kind of fed up abt jobs le.. Dun think will be working now till CNY.. K box didn't call me.. Haiz.. Anyway, been learning keyboard on my own now.. And i'm so glad that i can play yue liang dai biao wo de xin and intro for wang lee hong song called wei yi... Will try to master the whole song of yue liang diao biao wo de xin and maybe another new song by next week.. Oh ya, gonna cut my hair next mon le.. Coz super long.. Sometimes look ugly with it.. so thought of changing.. Anyway, must adapt to changes.. Ok.. Received a letter from MOE call me go there be teacher.. Mum keep on insisting to try coz it sounds a good choice for me in life.. But nope.. Life is just too short.. So i gotta follow my dreams.. And YES, i'm following now coz i just love hip hop since i was a kid.. Although in s'pore there is no future for hip hop dancers.. But not to worry man.. I'm not really focusing all my strength and concentration on hip hop solely.. There's guitar, IT, keyboard, photography and lots more of coz.. I just wanna do what i wanna do.. In terms of $$$, yeah.. that's what makes people worrying abt.. I dun in fact.. Coz $$$ isn't really that impt to me.. Dun really know any particular answer to why it's not impt to me.. Probably in my life.. Only for me.. Think that life is short so do whatever u wanna do... Although no future, but u love it.. You love it coz u wanna do since long ago.. For example, i buy S.H.E stuffs.. To many people out there, it may seems like throwing money away.. Coz what for buy these type of stuffs.. You mean you are going to support them even u are still 40 yrs old (if S.H.E is still there when i'm 40)?? This is a qn many people asked me.. If my answer is yes, are you shocked? Hahahah~ I'm happy with it.. I'm happy collecting S.H.E stuffs and chasing them.. Many people also said sometimes must control.. Yea, i did man in fact.. I dunno your control means to what limit.. But at least i didn't really buy ALL s.h.e stuffs... Everytime i buy i also will consider.. Of coz, still the same.. Who doesn't like money man? Everyone loves money in fact.. So do i.. Just that i love to spend money to buy happiness and motivation for myself.. Yupx.. Anyway, still not sure what is the REAL purpose in life.. Just trying to fulfill all the dreams and things i wanna do... To have no regrets ba.. And oh yeah, Just myself thinking that i'm so lucky and blessed, and i'll be blessed.. Yupz... Long entry today talking abt craps.. But at least u all know more abt me and my thinking... And of coz, there are still lots more things u dunno abt me... Will tell u guys as time goes by... Take care!!!
Friday, January 21, 2005
Rox rox rox... Went for NP open house this morning... Woke up at a damn early time at 8am to follow sis to her sch.. Reached her sch at 9.15am... Shu qin and her fren reached at 9.30am.. So i was just listening to my discman and waiting for her at the bus stop.. Kind of nice the open house.. Coz managed to get the info i wanted to know abt the courses... Then boarded the bus to tour around the school.. Stopped at every stop to have a look at the projects and more about the courses... Quite fun at the School of Life Sciences coz got show us how to make ice cream using nitrogen.. Hahahha~ Interesting... Then actually got one more is the school of film and media studies... Actually can go visit their studios but we didn't went in coz we went to check out the business school.. And i saw my senior Jasmine.. Haha~ Also saw quite a lot of my schoolmates went to the open house too.. So that's abt it... Finished viewing the open house till 12.30pm... Went home and start my computer time again.. Haha~ These few days start to idolise another superstar and that is LEE HOM... Wang li hong.. He really cool man and of course talented... Knows drums, guitar, violin, er hu, keyboard, etc.. OMG!! So cool~ Gotta learn guitar and keyboard seriously now.. Haha~ But of course i won't like lee hom as crazy as S.H.E la... That's impossible... Cause S.H.E one and only in my heart, soul and life... Gotta keep this faith till the end.. Yuppie.. Went for quite a lot of job interviews these few days.. Quite alright.. Must wait for person to call.. So these few days, keeping my time on singing, guitar, hip hop, computer and going k box with frenz.. Haha~ I love going k box now leh.. don't know why.. Suddenly one.. Guess that's abt it.. Nothing special days going on.. Keep u guys updated asap.... Take care!
Thursday, January 20, 2005
Went for nyp open house in da morning... Super boring man...... Coz i think they don't give fully all the info about the school and courses they had in nyp... Not much things to see either... So kind of bored there.. But anyway, only accompany sq to go.. Coz not interested in that school too... Had lunch at nyp mac... Then walked for a while went home to rest... At night, went for my hip hop class at Amore fitness centre... Damn tough man... Think can lose weight and slim down too.. Haha~ But definitely will build muscles at the arms and legs coz the warm up trains up that areas... And talking about warm up, it's strenous enough.. Drained all my energy... Other than doing countless crunches, push ups, leg lifts.. there are other hip hop warm ups too... Super tiring.. Teacher taught body wave for this lesson... Quite tough coz body seems rigid... Teacher body flexible and sexy ok.. Hahaha~ Not bad having him as my dance teacher.. Sweat a lot anyway.. That's abt it.. See ya
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
Finally realised life is better this year... Other than S.H.E trip giving a good start to 2005, i definitely find that this year is a great year... Continue my QWZL today... Ella real great... Come to think of it today when i was watching QWZL, i kind of miss S.H.E... Missed ella a lot.. Hmm... So there's still a direction in my life involving S.H.E which is to look forward to their new production so that they will come to S'pore again... Think kind of crazy le.. My love for S.H.E is so strong and of coz i think it's already beyond the fan-idol love le.. It's really beyond that... Especially for ella.. If i think of her before i go to sleep, i will definitely dreamt of her that night.. She's so special.. The show QWZL said that bai he got one type of mei li, which will allow other people to fall in love with her deeply.. Although it's a show but i still believed it coz i think it's real true.. Ella really special.. Hope i can have more time and connections with ella in future... She's really my power.. I'm going to treasure it... Life definitely better... Gonna invest in this year coz i believed it's a good year for me... Jia you ba DaZ! You can do it! For everyone and S.H.E and ella, you must work hard! Yupz.. S.H.E, YES I LOVE YOU!!
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Hmm... I will start off with S.H.E Qi Huan Le Yuan Concert... Feeling super excited when i woke up on 8 Jan 2005... FINALLY i have been waiting and looking forward to this event... So that day's mood super good, kept on smiling... Yupx.. Took same train as Marlene and Joy and reached Raffles Place MRT station quite fast... Most of them came liao.. Saw lots of fan club frenz... Then after that, briefing and we set off to Singapore Indoor Stadium.. We entered the stadium through the premier entrance.. Wah, really great feeling going through that door... Haha~ Then walked all the way to the South Premier seats there and we took a seat... We were really near the stage, but the thing is that we were facing the band... So S.H.E will not come that side so often coz of the band... Oh ya, the stage is a four sided stage and it's the first time S.H.E have this experience... But anyway, we were wrong.. Coz S.H.E did came over to our this side quite often.. And Hebe was in charge of the South part... So if individual parts, Hebe kept on facing us... Selina facing the West and Ella the North.. Thou ella didn't stand at my that side, but Hebe was glamorous enough.. So can't take my eyes off her... Then the sound system a bit got problem la.. 3 times S.H.E sing that time, suddenly no sound.. If not suddenly became too loud, so became very noisy.. But S.H.E did great... Managed to calm down and sang the whole song again for one more time.. We fan club were so high... Definitely high till no words can describe.. Me and Marlene kept on jumping when S.H.E were at our side.. And of coz, Selina & Hebe saw us.. WaAhHahahA~ So happie man.. When they waved to us, our souls were like flying le.. Then i kept on blowing the whistle, don't wanna scream so much till lose my voice... So the whistle is a good gadget for me... Overall the concert was fantastic, except the sound system probs... And S.H.E all cried during the concert.. Selina cried when she saw her graduation party.. Hebe cried when Zhang Lang Ge came to talk.. Ella cried when she saw she was in the hospital that time due to her fall and when Zhang Lang Ge talk too... Then we fc shouted don't cry lo... Haha~ And of course the most nice surprise is Selina go kiss Hebe and Ella.. Aww~ Such a nice group together.. Then they also got talked more about Singapore.. The places they went to, the food they eat and the things they saw... Of course the best part is the Encore part lo.. They sang Tong Kuai and Superstar.. Haha~ Just as i expected... Not to mention, we were high till we gonna rock the whole place too.. Fan club da best la.. All so ON and HIGH!! And S.H.E were also super high during the encore part... They strummed invisible guitars.. Haha~ So fun man.. We only encore one time cause they bowed to everyone and say thank you... So can't really asked for another encore... So sad... Anyway, came out of the Indoor Stadium feeling so lost.. Cause suddenly like nothing i looking forward to le.. Suddenly lost a connection with S.H.E... Hmm.. But still feeling HIGH inside and went home after that.. Can't sleep that night.. So messaged marlene how was she doing at IMM.. Most of the fan club people go ton lo.. I didn't went for the IMM autograph session cause too far le.. And my parents don't allow me to ton.. So no choice lo.. Anyway, below is the order of the songs they sang during the concert...
1. Bo Si Mao
2. I.O.I.O
3. Yuan Fang
4. Re Dai Yu Ling
5. Watch Me Shine
6. Gei Wo Duo Yi Dian
7. Ai Qing De Hai Yang - Hebe
8. Belief - Selina
9. Chang Xiang Si - Ella
10. Shi Mian Mai Fu
11. Ta Hai Shi Bu Dong
12. Ai Ne
13. Luo Da Yu
14. Remember
15. Tian Shi Zai Chang Ge
16. Only Lonely
17. An Quan Gan
18. Ban Tang Zhu Yi
19. Hua Duo Kai Hao Le
20. Hou Niao (they sat on the dolphins and went up high)
21. Lian Ren Wei Man
22. Mei Lin Xin Shi Jie
23. Beauty Up My Life
24. You Mong You Peng You
25.Fen Xiang
26. Ming Tian Ye Yao Zhuo Ban
27. Mo Li
28. Always On My Mind
ENCORE PART
29. Tong Kuai
30. Superstar
I had a nice dream yesterday night.. I dreamt that me and ella kissed.. It's mouth to mouth mind you.. So shiok man having these types of dream.. And we were taking pictures of ourselves kissing using a digicam.. Haha~ And then also got one part i was beside ella listening to her problems.. Wa, how i wished i can be her listener in my real life... How i wished i can.. Woke up at 8.30am this morning.. Prepared and ate breakfast and set off to meet marlene they all to go to airport to send them off... Took bus 858 to Changi airport.. Then reached there, saw lots of mediacorp actors and actress filming there.. They were filming one programme i think call food for life... So saw Ben Yeo, Lynn Poh, etc... Also got some hong kong stars like she shi man... Had fries with marlene and we went to belt 6 and 7 to wait for S.H.E to arrive... They arrived soon... So i video them again.. Haha~ And this time i was real close to S.H.E... Especially Ella.. I was real close to her.. She was listening to her Ipod.. Haha~ Cool.. Then Selina just walked lo... I also followed along... Hebe was talking on the phone as usual.. Same as arrival.. Then they went into the First class there to check in.. S.H.E were sitting down and many were crowding around the place cause we can't go in.. Inside there, ella was reading some fans' letters.. Selina doing lots of things.. Viewing the pics in the digicam and listening to her Ipod too.. Then someone shouted ella.. Ella waved back.. Ella waved to many of us.. Did video down too... But there quite dark so product came out also dark.. Can't really see... Only can see thru my digicam.. It's so clear there... Then when they leaving off that time, i was the last one at the row... So Selina saw me waving and she waved back.. Hebe also got waved to me... i was happy coz Hebe never waved at all in the front.. But when i waved to her.. She did waved back.. And ella also kept on smiling and waving.. So cute~ After S.H.E went in, we went to the second storey and viewed down from the glass window... Saw Ella there again.. And she was waving hard... She's really friendly.. Didn't managed to catch Selina and Hebe there...
Comments on S.H.E trip this time: Hmm.. This time real fun.. Cause got their concert.. And this is the first time i went to the airport 2 times to fetch and send them off.. Really fun doing things with fc and my crazy frenz... We helped each other as much as possible.. So not only we having fun but also having a better bonding with my fan club friends.. also made lots of friends through this time.. The only sad thing is i didn't go to S.H.E autograph session.. But never mind.. There's always another time.. This time also Selina and Hebe waved lots of times to me.. I'm really happy.. Although i know wanting them to remember you is super hard or it's impossible.. But to us, waving to us or talking to us is actually the best memories that we can have already.. All these sweet memories will be in my mind forever.. Or maybe at least for the time being till they come to s'pore again.. I will wait... I will wait for them... Patiently and giving them my moral support, i will wish them all the best.. And have a nice break during the whole month of Februry... Hope to see them soon and of course, the same old phrase, S.H.E, YES I LOVE YOU!!! Heez~ S.H.E jia you!! Love ya and miss you 3 eternally.. HuGz & MuacKz~
Thursday, January 06, 2005
Just now went to airport to fetch S.H.E... OMG!! The three of them really melts my heart lo, especially ella.. Met Jocelyn at 7.55pm.. Then took bus from Yishun one bus stop with marlene and joy to the airport... We reached there at 8.45pm.. Then a lot of fan club people le.. We gathered at the Macdonald there... Just sat there and chat lo.. Talking craps.. Then meeting outside terminal 2, then go changed into our fan club tee... After changing, went to belt 36 gather with other fan club peeps.... OMG!! there is actually quite a lot of public there... So we just stand there to form one line don't let the public get near S.H.E... Then i saw one girl super excited... Keep on like jumping around.. Diaoz... Heard lots of people call ella's name.. So i jumped and see... really saw her leh.. She turned back and wave... Haha~ So adorable.. Then i just patiently waited there for them to collect their baggage lo.. Then i heard a lot of people say lai le lai le... Wah.. I panic.. My camera haven't start up.. And somemore lag lo.. So didn't catch selina on video.. Only her back... But managed to catch Hebe and Ella (my darling)... Haha~ Hebe was on the phone.. Only got 2 people beside her... Ella the worst la... So many people blocking.. Did take her face and her back lo.. But hor got one super big head.. don't know who blocked my view.. Saw ella take a toy story luggage... So funny... Small and cute.. Haha~ Then saw a lot of body guards kept on talking to them... Wah lau.. Good man.. They got advantage.. Ya lar, jealous and envy la.. of course.. Whatever.. Anyway, very fast over le... Took a cab with Eunice, marlene and joy back lo.. Although everyone stay diff places, we share cab la... Overall: Selina really pretty.. She wore pink.. Hebe really cool.. Never smile.. Just on phone and walk very fast.. Ella handsome and cute.. Still the same description.. Coz they are just so natural.. They are just them.. Not pretending or what.. S.H.E really rocks till the end.. Gonna support them forever in my life.. So i wanna say again... the phrase that i won't forget.. S.H.E, YES I LOVE YOU!!! S.H.E, have a nice rest tonight... See you on Saturday concert... Good night and sweet dreams... HugZ & KissEz..
Monday, January 03, 2005
Here it goes.. Today woke up at 10 plus to go Ikea with Uncle seow family, mum and grandma... So uncle drove us there and such a long queue man.. But anyway, it's quite common if we go on weekends.. Managed to find a parking lot so continued shopping after that... We looked at a lot of things cause uncle wanna buy stuffs... My mum considering a new sofa set, so also go hunt for the right one.. I just followed them and took care of my cousin sean.. He really cute.. Haha~ Then don't know at which part of Ikea, i saw my Sec 2 teacher, Miss Lena Lim.. Don't know she still recognise me a not.. But she didn't change at all since she left the school after she taught us during Sec 2... The only thing she changed is she is pregnant now.. Haha~ ok, so my fren was right.. Suddenly remembered the good times in Sec 2 when i was great buddies with Aaron and Karine.. Haha~ Remembered got one time we found an injured cat near the road.. Then me, karine and aaron brought it to school.. And miss lim will help to put the cat in the NPCC room, dun let anyone know.. Haha~ How exciting.. And after school, we will go to the room and feed the cat.. Yea.. My teacher also likes small animals a lot.. She loves cats, dogs, hamsters, and all sorts of pets la... Come to think of it, really missed those days.. And of course i missed my teacher too.. Think miss lim is really a great teacher.. She teaches me what subject, that subject confirm A1 one.. But what a pity she doesn't teach me in sec 4.. If not prelims all A1.. Wow~ Haha.. ok... ideas going wild again.. I not sure whether she got see me a not but i didn't go say HI to her cause kind of funny... So long never see each other already then suddenly i go say hi to her... If she say may i know who are u, i confirm diaoz there... HAHA~ so just saw and continued shopping.. Then we went to the Ikea cafe and eat lunch.. Had hot dog, fries, meatballs and chicken wings for lunch.. Haha~ I mean all share with my relatives one la.. Of coz not one person finished all.. If not i die ar.. So sinful.. tell u all something.. I saw my teacher there again.. haha~ What a small world leh.. Then we go toilet, after a while come out, saw my teacher again.. Diaoz~ Haha.. win le.. Then we go down to 1st storey.. I saw her again after some time.. She went shopping with her mum i think.. And i also saw pan ling ling.. Damn lo.. She gave those arrogant look.. Coz everyone was looking at her i think.. I saw her look i immediately turned away.. Like she very famous like that, everyone idolise her.. Diaoz.. Also not like S.H.E what.. Want famous, then be an international superstar like S.H.E la... After we paid money, then uncle drove us home... Now i very vexed over whether wanna go S.H.E autograph le.. Seems like this time me and S.H.E a bit no fate.. What u all think? Shld i buy the DVD and let them sign? But my hse no DVD player and not everyone can sign one.. Got conditions... Haiz... I really not sure.. I see how again ba.. So sad this time S.H.E come.. Think i just go airport send them off and go see their concert can le.. I really got no money now.. Got to work, got to take up lots of jobs... Coz i finally wrote my wishes for 2005 list already.. Quite lots of things to buy... especially i wanna change my look and style, so it gonna cost a bomb lo.. And i wanna buy New nike shox and dunk low, so confirm need hundreds of dollars... Oh ya, important.. WANNA ASK U GUYS WHETHER GOT I WEEKLY MAGAZINES AT HOME OR YOUR FRIENDS GOT, COZ I NEED THE 933 VOTING COUPONS.. IF GOT, PLS PM ME IN MSN OR E MAIL ME AT cool_riderz@hotmail.com.. Thanks a lot.. really need a lot this time to help fc... So if you really got, contact me asap.. Thanks.. Love ya peeps and good night!!
To all my schooling frenz and relatives: Hey, have a fun day tomorrow in school.. Don't get too stress ok? Primary school or sec 1 frenz got problems in maths, can consult me.. FOC la.. Don't worry so much.. Haha~ Take care
To all GYSS teachers: Jia you all the teachers out there... You all have been great!! So pressure is on again tomorrow.. Wish you all success in careers in 2005.. Hope to see u guys soon!!
To fan club frenz especially Marlene: If i never go S.H.E autograph don't whack me hor.. Coz i really vexed le.. This is the only time i so vexed leh.. Sorry la.. But i promised i go send them off with u all k?
To S.H.E: Hehehe.. Excited to hear that you all coming again.. In less than a weeks time.. See u 3 gorgeous ladies soon.. Must be high during concert hor and of course S.H.E YES I LOVE YOU~
To all other friends: Thanks for all your presence in my life.. There's always a special place meant for each of you in my life and heart.. So don't worry.. I didn't left anyone out when distributing my care, concern and support to each and everyone of you.. Miss you guys lots.. Muackz to all... Smilez always (^^,)
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Went to fc meeting today cause S.H.E coming next week already.. Shocked to see 2 of my sch mates also joined the club... But anyway, gave 15 coupons today.. Hoped it helps.. Then just sat around, chatted with one another and of course listening to S.H.E schedule when they come to S'pore next week... Will be busy chasing them again.. Haha~ After meeting, went to meet my mum.. We went to the food court to have dinner first coz i very hungry... Never eat lunch then go for meeting already... So had lunch at the terrace food court... Then went to view the Fountain of wealth for a while then went on shopping.. We shopped a lot today.. And my mum's pocket a big hole.. Haha~ Went to S&K to buy a pair of jeans... 20 bucks.. actual is 55 bucks.. That pair of jeans is new collection and looks very cool... So i bought it lo since i promised yihui i will go the Hip Hop line.. Haha~ Then went to B.U.M to buy a khaki top.. It's a bit girlish man.. Then i tell my mum my friends all will be shocked if i wear that top... Hahah~ But quite nice so i also bought it, to match with that cool jeans.. Then after that, my mum went to lee hwa to see solitaire... She bought herself a very nice solitaire... About $1,800 ba.. Got get a shock not u all? Haha~ It's true la... But it's nice.. Cause really sparkling... About my nick.. yes.. S.H.E will be coming next week.. And i need 4 days of total freedom.. Coz really sad this time their events... All got conditions one.. Sux man... Then i will be tired for this time lo.. coz i will be rushing for all their events.. And of course got one more is i must stay at my friend's house to avoid trouble and tiredness... So i told my mum and she rejected me straight away... I now very vexed and sad leh... Coz this year i think can hardly see S.H.E le.. They taking a break.. AHHHHH!! Help me.. Why i so old le my mum still doesn't trust me? I got to be independent some days what.. And of course, i will take good care of myself.. Who would be stupid at my age still use a knife to slice themselves? Somemore i'm so positive towards life, wun kill myself like that.. It's so stupid to have this type of thinking.. Forever in my life i wun even think of taking my own life away... Haiz.. I now don't know what to do.. I hope a miracle can let my mum change her mind... Coz i really want go see S.H.E this time.. I missed them a lot.. Especially ELLA... PLS!! LET A MIRACLE HAPPEN~ Love you peeps out dere lots and S.H.E, YES I LOVE YOU!!!