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Saturday, March 26, 2005
-DAZ- simple life :) 7:04 PM
Ok.. So here it goes.. Cause ever since my last post, many came to ask me what am i fearing of.. So, going to write here.. I'm really afraid to accept christ.. Why? Simply becoz my parents or rather the whole of my relatives are not christains... And, they have a strong sense of religious thinkings.. Of coz all about buddhist thinkings and what so ever.. And they don't support christainity too... So i don't really want to go opposite of them.. What's more, don't even want to start conflicts with them over these stuffs... Hmm.. Now i guessed i should not regret what i did.. Ok, i know most of my christain friends are going to scold me coward.. Okok.. just go ahead.. Cause they always tell me god is more impt than my parents but to me, i don't think this way.. Ok la.. I know what.. i give you some parts of the conversation with me and sq the other day then you all will know it...
Me: Why should we believe Jesus and not other gods?
Sq: Cause He's the perfect one... And other gods were actually human beings.. They are created by Saturn to confuse us... So if they are human beings, they have already sinned.. What for you believe in sinners?
Me: Huh? really ar? why u said that?
Sq: Cause all those monkey god, hai luo wang. blah blah.. if god is real, they are suppose to control everything and not diff gods control diff things..
Me: Oh i see... Then why we sinned leh?
Sq: Cause Adam and eve go eden garden... then saturn came and call them eat the fruit of blah blah.. Then they eat and tot they will be as powerful as god.. That's why we sinned..
Me: Wa.. So damn unfair man.. They sinned also not me.. I don't have a choice...
Sq: haha.. quite true la...
Me: Then all christains go heaven ar? what abt non-christains?
sq: Ya.. If you believe in jesus at the end of your life, you will go heaven.. Hmm.. Probably not.. Non-christains will be banish to hell..
Me: WHAT!? That means i'll go hell in the end.. How can? I'm such a good citizen...
Sq: haha.. Then u believe in christ lor... coz purpose in life is to worship and give thanks to Him what...
Me: But if one person kill another person, then still believe in christ leh.. where he go?
sq: Heaven.. Cause you still believe him in the end.. but probably he will not kill after he pray to god coz god will give him strength not to do it... And sinned right, there are no big or small sins.. So no matter u tell a small lie or kill someone u already sinned le...
Me: then why saturn want come to confuse us with other gods?
Sq: Coz he oppose god ma.. he wants to be as powerful as him.. but anyway, before he create other gods he must seek approval from god first..
Me: Then why god approve since he know we may trust other gods instead of Him?
Sq: Probably to see whether we will stick by him a not... Probably a test to us..
Me: haha.. why he want to do that? if he don't approve, we will just believe in him and everything will be ok le what.. Hai.. Sadz man, really going to hell soon after i die..
Sq: Haha.. don't know.. u go ask God lo.. haha... want become christain?
Me: har? don't want la.. unless u persuade my dad to become one.. Haha..
sq: come on la.. you don't have to follow anyone...
Me: but i really scared my relaatives all scold me..coz i oppose their religion
sq: God will help u one.. don't worry
Me: but i still scared.. nvm la.. just call me a coward.. haiz.. hope i can see all my ancestors in hell.. cause they are not christains either.. At least i suffer with all my ancestors...
Ok.. getting long already.. tat's abt it.. We chatted for almost 2 hours... Haiz.. so sad good ppl go to hell.. And life's really unfair.. right from the beginning cause i really didn't choose to sin.. Ok.. got to stop my craps.. heard lots of snorring around.. cheerios* I miss you grandma...
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